Where did that great feeling from yesterday go? I felt so great while I was on my walk. I had a great weigh in. I had a solid plan to survive a BBQ with friends.
What happened to me?
I walked again this morning with a totally different mindset. I didn't overeat yesterday. I really made good choices. I did eat a ton of fruit salad and pick at the leftover steamed veggies, but whoever really overate eating plain steamed broccoli, cauliflower and carrots or a fruit salad of cantaloupe, watermelon, kiwi and strawberries?!
I don't know where my funk comes from today, but I feel inadequate in every way. I am still too chubby. My skin is so freakin pale. My house is a total mess. My kids don't behave well enough. My life is not good enough.
Man I love clinical depression!!! (can you hear the sarcasm all the way out there?!) Time to go take my prozac I believe!