Friday, September 7, 2007

so unmotivated

I have just been swinging like crazy on the pendulum of motivation this week.

I overdid it on the weekend, but did great on Monday. Tuesday was good, but then I was starved in the afternoon so basically ate a second lunch. That wouldn't have been a problem except that the kids' school was having a fundraiser at our local pizza buffet place. I had an issue with one of the kids...actually he had an issue with me...and I didn't feel like everyone was eating their money's worth...so I had too much pizza.

The next few days have followed suit. I am just really struggling with seeing myself as a thin person. I know I'm not "thin" but I think I still see myself as a size 18. Need to work on that...

I don't have anything else to offer right now...maybe later?

3 comments:

Kathy said...

Those darn pizza buffets are murder...I ate like a hungry truck driver the last one I went to. And there is little in the way of vegetables or anything like that you can add extra volume to the food with. I do ok at Pizza Hut because I can order the extra thin veggie, light on the cheese on my half, and have a salad, but the buffets are full of thick crust, lots of meat and cheese, and few veggies. But it is the real world we're dealing with and sometimes it just sucks. It's hard to get tough with the eating when you're rushed and tired too...and I know that describes you probably most of the time. And then there is that "self-image" thing to deal with. Just do the best you can and it will sort out...and vent here any time you want to!

Diet Coke and Zingers said...

I'm SO with you on this one... The old habits come back way too quickly and far to easily. Just a couple of days of binge eating makes it feel impossible to go back to eating like a thin person. I'm having one of those weeks myself!

WeightBGone said...

I can relate to what you saying. I also have problems seeing myself as thinner although I know I am. Hopefully this is something we can all overcome and see a thinner person staring back at us in the mirror. :)