I really had abandoned this blog long ago. I stopped going to WW meetings and was just maintaing on my own. I started counting calories. I gained some. Lost it again.
Then I went through a divorce and lost some without even trying. It was kind of fun weighing what I did in high school again. But I was worried that I wasn't taking care of myself well. I started going to WW again for self care. I like the Points Plus thing a lot. No points for fruits and veggies? Oh, yes!
Then I got remarried. And like lots of newlyweds, we both gained some weight. Cooking and eating dinner every night was a celebration again. It was so much fun. I didn't want to go to WW. I wanted to be with my husband. Part of me just didn't care that I was heavier. I'm 43. I've had 6 babies. Whatever. But my clothes weren't fitting well. Then my favorite pair of black pants stopped fitting at all.
Not OK. I thought I could count calories and that would be fine. But nothing was happening. Maybe it's because I'm 43 now and things have changed? I started going to the rec center for yoga classes and doing the elliptical. Really not my favorite thing. Then we got a dog. Cutest dog ever!
Daisy likes to walk in the morning and after dinner. I thought this will be good. I don't have to go do the elliptical. I can walk the dog. I will lose weight so easily again.
That didn't happen either. (Though my legs are getting much more toned again.)
So I went back to WW. And now I remember why I loved it so much. I eat. I eat stuff I like. I really like fruits and vegetables. It totally works for me. I've lost 5 pounds in the few weeks since I have been back.
I feel good. And more than anything, I feel like I am in control of food and eating and all that stuff again. I decided to start blogging about it again because I need to talk about what I'm experiencing. I plan to be back soon. :)